Tuesday, July 28, 2009

...Still d same...

What do u want 2 b wen u grow up... one question which every child grows with...

i want to b a doctor... i want to b an engineer...what u want changes wid age... wen i was a 4 yr old kid..i wanted to b a traffic policemen...sum days later i wanted to b train guard...THESE KEPT ON CHANGING ON A DAILY BASIS..

but one thing which i hated evrytime... was Bank... evrytime my mumma used to say.. bank is d most comfrtable job.. n i used to say.. i dnt want to do a 9 to 5 job... huh...

gone r those days n gone r those statements... here i m... National Housing Bank, New Delhi...core 5a, india habitat centre to b precise enuf... figuring out wat m dng... and facing d greatest fears anyone can hve... "wen wud i kne, wat i really want to do... and will i b tht lucky to figure it out b4 its too late..."

life is still d same... since childhood till nw.., nothing has changed,,, m still running aftr things which r nt mine...frgetting d imprtance of wat i hve wid me... d ppl who really care...dreams wrth following...runnin aftr 80% part of d life which is beyond anyones control... loosing out on those valuable 20%, which cud hve made a big difference...

but as dey say in d end...Life moves on.. so... just keep walkin... but not forgettng d imp breaks which r needed to b tken on d way... ;)

Why is it not only about me....

So here i am... once again standing at tht point in my life where i need to take a step ...(well, m nt used to dis generally, my life has nt been tht eventful) ...

so now its between me v/s ME...d small me represents only me... which has my desires, my dreams, my world... my kindaa life... ME is of me and others related to me... my parents.. family...sum imp frends... sum othr frends...relatives...

me is a small part of ME... for ME to be happy even ME has to be happy... now d confusion is between heart and mind...between followed and unexplored...between intuitions and obligations... between rules and experiments...

leavng this question blank... who wins at d end ...ME or me...remains still undiscoverd.. unknown...